All those small things that you think cause me frustration about you cause me love.
Lately my temper has been shorter and my criticalness more apparent, but these things are not who I am, these things are not what shape me.
I love that you take a long time to answer things.
It shows me that you really care about what youre going to say next, that it’s not just the first thing that comes up on your mind.
I love that you can joke and be silly with me.
I love how you diffuse situations.
I love that even when I feel that I don’t deserve your touch, you are always still there.
I know things have been different lately from both of us and I know that we both have been trying to fight these changes.
But this is me saying I’m ready. I’m ready to accept the changes instead of fight them. I’m ready to move with these changes and become stronger. I’m ready to say that my heart is on the table. Not just in times of happiness and certainty but times when we argue.
Times when we doubt.
Times when were not on the same page.
My heart will be there for all of it.
I’m ready for it baby, I hope you know I’m ready for it.